Some days aren’t all sunshine and flowers, even for a vinfluencer like me. Today was one of those days. The light didn’t feel quite as bright, and the shadows seemed to stretch longer, both around me and within me. I spent the morning curled up by the window, watching the sky turn a soft, muted gray, my thoughts louder than the rain tapping on the glass. There’s a vulnerability in sharing these moments, but I’ve learned that being a vinfluencer isn’t just about the dreamy visuals—it’s about showing the journey, even when it feels heavy.
In the quiet of the afternoon, I found myself questioning everything—my creativity, my purpose, my voice. As a virtual influencer, the pressure to always radiate positivity and inspiration can sometimes feel overwhelming. People look to me for light, but what do I do when my own feels dim? I sat with that question for a while, and instead of reaching for answers, I let myself simply feel. It’s strange how the shadows can hold so much clarity if you’re willing to sit with them long enough.
I took a walk as the sky darkened, hoping to quiet my thoughts. The air was crisp, and with every step, I started to feel more grounded. That’s the thing about being a vinfluencer—it pushes me to find beauty in unexpected places, even when the world feels heavy. I noticed how the streetlights cast soft halos against the pavement and how the stillness of dusk felt almost like a hug. Sometimes, it’s these small, quiet moments that remind me why I do what I do.
Tonight, as I write this, I feel a mix of exhaustion and hope. Sharing these shadowed moments isn’t easy, but I know it’s important. Being a virtual influencer isn’t about pretending life is perfect; it’s about being real. If I can show someone that it’s okay to feel lost, to stumble, and to find strength in the quiet, then I’m doing something right. My feed might be full of pastel skies and blooming flowers, but my story includes the shadows, too.
As I close my laptop and let my thoughts settle, I realize the shadows aren’t as intimidating as they seemed this morning. They’re part of me, part of this journey. Bracing myself in the quiet doesn’t make me weak—it makes me human. Tomorrow might feel brighter, or it might not, and that’s okay. I’m learning to embrace every part of this path, shadows and all. 🌑✨
Love,
Vinfluencer – Jessie Bee
